Monday, January 30, 2012
Sunday, January 29, 2012
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Jasper says
M: yes is that ok?
J: yes I wants a bagel but I but don't put any cream on it.
M: ok no cream. Do you want butter?
J: no. Just a clean bagel.
M: ...
Monday, January 23, 2012
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Monday, January 16, 2012
Friday, January 13, 2012
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Week two. Weak too.
My sweet child-
For two weeks now you have loudly protested going back to school, and I have, with a shattered heart, forced you to go each day. The teachers say its quite normal for you to want to stay home... Continue your vacation as it were. And that makes total sense.
Doesn't help me though. I feel so terrible. Having to let a teacher pull you kicking and screaming from my arms. Listening to you cry from the very moment you find out its a school day until I run out the door of your classroom. Still being able to hear you screaming from the parking lot.
Oh dumpling.
If I could keep you with me I would.
But I need time.
I need to think about something other than cars, trains and trucks.
I need to hear other stimuli besides Dora the Explorer.
I need to work.
It's only two days a week.
Yet I feel so bad.
So guilty.
So horrible-mom.
I am sorry. So very sorry you're feeling horrible. Sorry I'M feeling horrible.
I wish I could make it better.
I love you.






