frowny-face

so - we have been going to birth class.
ahem.
the first class was all about "natural" childbirth - and the stages of labor.

i am just going to take this moment and thank whomever necessary for the fact that i have to have a c-section.... ok

so as our fabulous LD nurse is explaining all the stuff - i look around and all the women, even their partners, are totally into it - like "we can totally handle this! 8-12 hours of contractions? NO PROB! episiotomy? WE ARE READY!"

and i look over at zack and he looks back at me and kind of squeezes my knee in a holy-jesus-thank-god-we-aren't-dealing-with-all-that kind of way.

i feel ya honey.